Wednesday, June 02, 2004

What the hell

--R----.
if you want to get my attention, say this name (if you know what im talking about), and you'll surely get my attention. you'll get my attention, then i'll hit your mouth.
i don't want to elaborate. go figure.
i'll go babysitting my cousin katha later with ate ne. their maids are out, 'cause their brother recently died of brain tumor, i guess. my condolences.
wilbert and i are currently arguing right now. go figure again.
i hate it when this happens.

Tuesday, June 01, 2004

Hello, blogging world

yes. a blog of my own.
i have been looking for something like this for ages. thanks to nix. i saw her profile, and she has this link to her blog, which is posted here too. maybe i should message her about it?
anyway, it's 8:20 in the morning. i wonder if my hunnie's up already. we were texting last night, and he said he wanted to talk to me. he misses me. but i said i could not be on the phone because we will be sleeping in my parents' room. i miss you too, hunnie. that is why we just decided to talk this morning after he studies for his engmec quiz.
i have noticed since he went to that outing trip with his org-mates last Saturday, where some of his friends are paired with someone, he started missing me more than the usual. i know he's longing for that kind of situation, where we can always be together all the time and be in comfort with each other's presence.
i, too, long for that.
even back in our legal days, we weren't really always together. i'm from parañaque, he's from las piñas. back then, i study in bene; he, in mapua. but at least he still had the chance to visit me here in the house during weekends, to be fully acknowledged by my family as my boyfriend and all the perks that goes along.
oh god, miss those days.
after a series of those joyous moments, things got more complicated. thanks to smart amazing phone. big thank you talaga! but hey, whatever demon you are, I'M SORRY but you're breaking the wrong couple.
haha, you got fooled.
i still believe there's a big, fat chance things would do get better. lalo na't ngayon ka-fafamily encounter lang namin! Thank God our families are both from FRM. sheesh!
Last Sunday during the encounter, where they bagged my eyes, i told God: "Papa God talaga, gusto mo pa talaga maranasan ko lahat 'yun para maka-iyak ako ng ganito dito noh?"
God's in favor of curvy, rocky roads... then a nice sunset in the end... doesn't he?
It's past 9 already, and I have to fix myself na. I'll be going out later with Maddie and Don-don sa Town. Yup. You saw it right. Maddie and Don-don. And I'm glad to be the chaperone for unrequited love today! Later...