October 29, 2004
10:03 PM
10:15 pm. i know it's too late to brainstorm for anything to do, pero i really wanna do something... im boooored...
magbabasa na lang ako.
sHoUtOuTs! "Ü"
Shen: miss u, luvyah! =D
Hun: Hope you're ok na with school. Im just here, like you have always been there for me. ;'D
Meow: What's up with u meow? I super miss u!!
Spice: When is he leaving? ='c Kaya mo yan spice... Luvyah...
GOD: THANKS FOR EVERYTHING. I LOVE U.
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1:45 PM
hey jas.. i miss you!
wala lang, i'm bored. ate ne is planning to go here later.. iris is going as well. it has been a long time since i have last been with iris... it has been like, years.. pero kapitbahay ko lang siya!
anyway, i have enrolled already for the second sem. my sched's still the same (that's a good thing!!). i got chem for my natsci kasi sabi nila A-ble daw ang chem. Chem was actually one of my most dreaded science subjects back in HS, but then I'd rather take it than Zoology and Botany! (saka i have LOTS of friends to tutor me if Chem would drive me nuts! hehe!) God, I remember my Medsci days! Maybe if I weren't in the Medsci group, I have faired higher grades. Nag Physci nalang sana ko.. O di by now, I know how to make a Flash Presentation na. Pero ok lang din kahit nag Medsci ako kasi it was there rin naman where I have found real and strong friendships.=) I'm not really for SCIENCE lang talaga. Thank God I didn't pursue Med!
I got my class cards narin. I got Satisfactory in my Basic subjects which are English and Math. I got B in my regular subjects except for PHYSICS! Bwiset talaga na Physics yan, wala akong natutunan! I did not get a B (coz if I did, that's totally a dream) but a C. It was fine with me kasi ang hirap naman talaga! di kasi kami tinuruan ng concepts sa Physics ni J.Flo nung 4th yr eh! she made us think that Physics is Applied Math. wala akong natutunang concepts. bad, bad, bad.
my mom and I, together with Ina and Jules, were in Bene yesterday to get Ina and Jules' report cards. damn their good! si jules naka-gold card, tapos si ina bronze! suwerte nila kasi lahat ng teachers na magagaling, teachers nila! buti wala silang NON for Math!! lucky lucky them! then we went to ATC after the PTC. we ate in Pizza Hut. sarap ng roast beef pizza! yum! (ok, nagmamadali na ako..)
i hope besh would sleep here this weekend. plano niya eh. sana talaga! gotta go for now. byie!!=)
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October 26, 2004
6:58 PM
As I rest against this cold hard wall, will you pass me by?
Will you criticize me as I sit and cry?
I had fought so hard and thought that all my battles had been
won
Only to find the war had just begun
Is He not strong enough?
Is He not pure enough?
To break me, pour me out and start again?
Is He not brave enough?
To take one chance with me
Please can I have one chance to start again
Will my weakness fall and now make me suffer for a lifetime?
Is there any way to be made whole again
If I be renewed and find forgiveness by the strength I've never
had
Will my scars forever ruin all God's plans?
Is He not strong enough?
Is He not pure enough?
To break me, pour me out and start again?
Is He not brave enough?
To take one chance with me
Please can I have one chance to start again
He took my life into his hands
And turned it all around
In my most desperate circumstance, is where I'm finally found
That You are strong enough
That You are pure enough
To break me, pour me out and start again
That You are brave enough
To take one chance on me,
Oh thank You for my chance to start again
strong enough... 
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October 25, 2004
1:27 PM
hate it!! i was writing a while ago, biglang nag-back! yan tuloy! ulit na naman!!
shen's debut was really fun!! grabe, if you want to get an events coordinator, i assure that you won't get disappointed if you choose That Wonderful Day. astig, i swear.
everything went out smoothly. (except for my hair? grr, di kasi bagay sa'kin nakataas eh) basta we had so much fun. ok din yung performance namin!!ü
wilbert and i are ok na. kinalimutan na namin yung issue which i was blurting about in my previous entry. darn, i miss his hug... he was so sweet pa. before i left, he gave me this pink flower which he got from God-knows-where. he also gave me yung ruffles-ruffles na ginamit niya noong dance. and God, i miss his eyes when he stares...
sayang nga lang ang aga ko umuwi... i wanted to bond with them pa! sana makapunta sila sa bday ko on the 14th.ü actually i really wanna make kwento and all, pero im running out of time. next time na lang.ü
again, HAPPY BDAY shen!! =D
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October 23, 2004
9:45 AM
my head is starting to ache! i slept at around 3. wilbert and i had a fight... fight nga ba yun? hindi naman.
we were supposed to talk at around 10:30. tapos hindi ko siya ma-contact. nainis ako and went off to sleep. then i woke up... i saw that he left me with 2 messages. kino-contact daw niya ako. so i called him up.
as if some demonic forces took over me, i started to be cold to him. ewan ko, basta bigla na lang akong nabadtrip. grrr... hanggang sa napunta na naman yung usapan kay "u-know-who"... and everything just got worse. pati siya naiinis na.
he told me na wag daw ako worry ng worry kasi nakakapikon daw. e sa nakaka-worry eh, mapipigilan ko ba yun? im trying damn hard to move on and forget what HE DID. im trying... im trying, and trying... so don't get me wrong. madali lang mainis at sabihan ang isang tao, pero MAHIRAP kalimutan yung lintik na sakit na dinulot sa'yo.
it's not easy getting over hell, trust me. ayokong iparamdam sa'yo, or else i'd bet for a million bucks that you'd be taking back everything you say.
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October 22, 2004
9:02 PM
i have been literally in front of the pc for 9 seemingly quick hours... i've been busy reformatting this blog, trying to figure out HTML crap... my eyes feel are sore...
i still don't know how to post pictures using hello! waah! if some kind soul knows how, please help me.
anyhow, having been able to figure out some of those HTML crap is certainly an achievement! HOORAH to me!=)
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7:28 PM
haha! im back, and my blog just have some refurnishing!=)
it's our sembreak right now. let me update you with what have happened with me recently...
10.11.2004
1:45 pm
Just had my finals in Physics a while ago. It was moderately easy.ü 50 items, 2 points each, multiple choice, PLUS 5 points if you could write a good joke. I am not kidding! San ka pa. Hehe. I hope to get a C+ or a B (you wish) in Physics. Or an A? (NO WAAAAY.)
I got off from school early. 8:45 paalis na ‘ko. Nasa Bicutan na ko ng 10 when my mind started to decide to eat KFC Chicken Fillet combo meal for lunch. (I know. Am supposed to be in a diet, but I still can’t) Grabe, the whole time that I was in the bus, nagtatalo lang isip ko kung kakain pa ako o hindi.
Kaso napagastos pa ko lalo! I bought 2 booklets (How to study effectively... & A Healing Place in A Hurting World), a rosary guide, and a Meg Magazine (kasi it has some tips para daw mawala yung puson!) 100+ na lang natitira sa pera ko! Pero magagamit ko naman kasi yung mga yun. I’ll consider it as my sem break gift (haha, what the..?!)
Anyweiz, mag tu-two na, ‘di parin ako nag-aaral! Dapat 5 tapos na ko sa Math para the rest of the night is for Fil (Oh God, I really have no idea how to study for Fil)
Sige na... Later.
4:16 pm
SHIT! Not yet even halfway of Math! I slept for, like, an hour. Waaahhh...
4:53 pm
Anong oras kaya ko matatapos? Feeling ko 8 pa... Sinasagutan ko lahat ng exercises sa Appendix B...
5:04 pm
Should I eat dinner pa? I’m not planning to sleep tonight, so should I? I have to pray the rosary at 6... Ate Ne is suffering from a heartache right now, na tingin ko, is a BIG waste of time. That guy is not worth a tear at all!
5:34 pm
Si Ate Cel ginawan ako ng ham sandwich! Sarap! Ano ba to, di ko masagutan tong Math ko!
10.09.2004
8:11 am
I’m studying already. I was planning not to sleep a while ago, pero grrr..… I fell asleep.. AGAIN! Sa bagay, I’m not a superwoman naman that I can afford not going to sleep for the whole weekend. Plan ko kasi wag talaga matulog eh, as in Friday-Sunday. Haaay.
I’m still at the 1st chapter of my Physics. Dapat matapos ko ‘to today, no matter what. Then I’ll study Math. Sa Monday na ‘ko magaaral ng Fil since I have a long day naman on Monday to study since isa lang test ko. Then, sa Tuesday na lang rin ‘yung English ko. Actually, ‘di nga kailangan magaral sa English eh! Essay writing, reading comprehension, context clues lang naman kasi, (Buti na lang basici ako. Grabe hirap ng regular and merit!)
Good Lord please help me not to fall asleep. I wonder how Ateneans are already doing right now.. Probably majority of them are more worried, since mas mabibigat load nila. I have to prepare myself for next sem since patayan na talaga doon.
I ate so much last night! Nag-earthquake nga rin pala. Wilbert got all frenzy about it.. Hehe. And then he started telling me yung feature sa Oprah kagabi (yes, my boyfriend’ DOES watch Oprah) It wa’s about Indian girls being forced into marriage kahit bata pa lang sila, like 12 or 13. Tapos sila pa mamaanhikan ah! ‘Pag ayaw ng guy yung gift nila, gagawin silang outcast or yung mom nila! Tapos yung mga girls na nabuntis na at a very tender age, considered din as an outcast, kasi most of them excrete through the holes in their external genitalia (got to be scientific here. hehe)
Kawawa nga namang mga babae. Mga lalaki talaga. I hate it when people are so sexist. Hindi ba dapat equal lang ang lahat? Duh.
Then Wilbert suddenly said stuff about being selfless and all that. I was so amazed that I fell asleep. Hehe. My hunnie is such an angel.
Anyway, so much of this. My tummy’s growling already (again).
9:44 am’
Hate it when my mom is suspicious. Kaya ako ganito eh. I got her suspicious attitude, if there’s such a thing. Bwiset.
9:47 am
I’m not going to Shenny’s practice tom. Finals ko raw sabi ni Mama, ‘Di raw nila ako mahahatid.
Okay, lets be logical. May punto naman si Ma.
Iya, stick to your priorities. Mag-aral ka na nga.
9:50 am
Kailangan ko ng magdiet. 2 more weeks before Shen’s debut and I'm still pigging out! I wanna read Bridget Jones The Edge of Reason. (probably buy this for sem break?)
Sheeet. A lot of things are popping in my mind!
9:55 am
I’m doing good.. doing good..
9:56
Just had the “greatest feeling in the world. Haha, figure that out.
10:45 am
Did I just wept my tears? Got to Believe in Magic kasi yung song. Iniisip ko kasi pag ako yung may debut, parang ganoon yung love song namin ni hunhun ko.
Punta na ‘ko tom. Tumawag dito si Tita Nenette. I-vi-video n pala kami sa 18 candles tom. Ok lang.=)
Kailngan ko talagang tapusin tong inaaral ko.
11:10 am
I’m pissed off for some unclear reason out of a sudden.
10:10 pm
Badtrip! Di ako naka-aral ng matino. Feeling ko aral ako ng aral pero di naman pumapasok. Haay. May other factors pa (which I prefer not to say)
Ang TAKAW ko pa! Waaah!
10:14 pm
Iaantok yata ako. NO IYA, NO.
10:26 pm
Bit by bit, I’m feeling better.. Really better.. Screw you Satan, don’t dare touch me again. I have my GOD.
10.06.2004
9:05 pm
I had a great day today.ü
Our presentation in English was held a while ago. I was the one who provided the LCD projector for the class since neither any lcd or conference room was available for our time slot in English this day.
I was so damn nervous when I got in the classroom. Juice, Queen and I tried to set up the laptops and the projector. The problem was the outlet is so loose. Wala pa kaming dalang extension cord. We can’t place all of the stuff at the right place. Sumisigaw na kami ni Juice for our blockmates to lend us scotch/masking/electric tape. Eh, wala. Sino nga naman magdadala nun di’ba? Hehe.ü
We eventually decided to use the back part of the room, since the outlet there is better compared to the other one. Everything went on smoothly afterwards. Our presentation was, so far, good!ü Sabi pa nga ni Eric that when he went to get his bag near Sir’s place (and said hi.. haha pasipsip ka eric=p), Sir actually told him that we were “very good”.
Ang funny pa noong presentation nina Dots! They were talking and all, until Kana’s laptop started playing this weird, funny music… They can’t turn it off kasi syempre, pag ginalaw nila yung laptop, makikita sa screen! So yun, it kept playing until nagsawa narin. Hehe.ü Nangti-trip pa kami ni Eric. Sabi namin papatayin naming yung lcd since na samin yung remote ng projector! But of course, we have no guts to do that.ü
After all of the presentations, Sir initiated for us to take pictures! Grabe picture galore kami! Hehe. I so, so, so love my English block! Pati si Sir! He’s one of the best teachers I ever had! (but I’m telling you, almost ALL professors in Ateneo are good)
Na-late na nga ko sa Math class ko after, pero ok lang. I was kinda sad kasi most probably, I could only get a B- in my final grade in Math. It would range from 80-83. So, equivalent to 3. Hindi pa nakunteto noh? Pero kung di lang ako tinamad during the latter part of the semester,siguro naka-4 pa ‘ko! Oh well.ü
Mama, Papa and I ate lunch in G4 after school. I just slept upon arriving home (as usual) I’m supposed to study Physics na, kanina pa ngang hapon dapat! I don’t wanna cram for the finals! Sana makaya ko!!! See, ngayon palang ako magaaral? Grrr.
Ang baboy ko lately. Sobra. My flabs are multiplying! Bwiset na puson yan! I have to go on a diet na. How I wish matupad din. Hehe.ü
Gotta go for now. Off for a bath.
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